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11월 11일

想对你们说的一些话

很长时间不上来写博，因为真的太忙。

上海的雨下得极为不干脆，每天饱受拥堵交通的折磨开始日渐麻木。城市里浑浊的空气令我呼吸不畅，汽车喇叭的轰鸣也几近让人疯狂，甚至现在连坐地铁都会耳鸣。

健康杂志上的测试我有轻度抑郁。树上开始飘落叶。秋天是寂寞的季节吗？在这个秋天，我开始想念很多人。于是有很多话想对一些人说。

Z，你不是我的恋人，也不是我的爱人，却是我生命中非常重要的人。你的存在是安慰也是理由，让我不至于会后悔当初的决定。你就像兄长，像老师，像知心的朋友，会为我着急为我担心，敞开心扉来和我说话，给我指点和最实在的帮助。你今天告诉我就要离开上海，驶过的公车将你的声音吞没。我很为你终于要实现早就该实现的愿望而高兴，但是心里却开始难过。舍不得。你离开后，我会更孤独和无助。我知道，再遇到那些不知道该怎么做的时刻，我只能问自己了。你一直都是我尊敬和崇拜的人，永远都支持你，祝福你。希望还可以等到你回来，分享你的喜悦和成功。

雅雅，失去你的消息已经很久了。突然间就仿佛失踪了一样。已搬家，却不知你新地址。电子邮件被退回。手机无法到达。朋友也不知你的音讯。怎么可以就这样找不到你了呢？前年的生日礼物还躺在我书柜里，要到何时才能送到你手里？你现在又在哪里寻找你的爱和理想呢？法国？西藏？又或是依旧在上海的某个角落？是否我们曾在人群中擦身而过却茫然不知？你到底在哪里呢。。。我们还有很多事要一起做的，不是吗？我们今后还会再见到吗。。。

Mini，偶尔还是会想起你，只是我早已释怀。原来时间真的可以淡化一切，我们都不是它的对手。就像祝福当初的 L一样祝福你，好孩子都该得到祝福。

若冰，闻恩，我们都是十年的朋友了，一个人一生中有多少十年呢。想到你们心里总会感到特别踏实。一定要照顾好自己，一定要好好对待自己，希望看到你们最甜美的笑容，这样我会感觉很幸福。

Juliet，在我的成长岁月里，你的位置是无可取代的。尽管后来的误会和种种原因让我伤心地抽离曾经拥有的一切，但是那样深刻的感情叫我如何甘心就这样放弃。两个女孩，曾经只想永远牵着对方的手，永远都不分开。可是岁月的变迁让我们很难再像从前那样亲密无间地天天粘在一起。只是，我还想再被你的温暖包围，还想和你一起看风景。我们永远都不分开。

小云云，真想再听你亲切地叫一声：蓓蕾兄！

接下来，想对所有曾经帮助过我，至今还关心着我的朋友说，我会将对你们的爱一直都珍藏在心里。你们，是我积极和快乐的力量。

一个人在夜色中默默地听Beyonce的这首歌，默默地思索每一句歌词。

Learn to be lonely

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Ever dreamed, out in the world
There are arms to hold you?
You've always known
Your heart was on it's own

So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love
Life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonely
Life can be lived
Life can be loved
Alone

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